I find my relationship with my health to be in flux. That ever changing attitude toward what may and may not be done on my behalf is again on the move.
About 3 months ago I was placed on injectable testosterone by my physician along with an oral estrogenic balancing agent because of my borderline hypogonadism ... which by the way mysteriously fluctuates between "low" and "borderline normal" preventing me from insurance coverage.
My dilemma is an inability to administer an IM injectable to myself. I simply do not have what it takes and will not pursue another to provide the shot. I have found the medications to be a bit expensive in the absence of any coverage whatsoever so I suppose I must remain the low T girly man I am presently.
However, I find this preferable to giving myself a shot.
Tomorrow I shall deliver the stuff to my physician's office, inform him that I choose not to undergo the therapy and will give him the drugs and the syringes and needles for his trouble.
There are some places I simply decline to go and self administered injections are one of them.