2020-03-17

Fantasy Prone with Vivid Imagery

Youngness is accompanied by various deficits of reality which are typically transparent to the young one. That state which is "young" also does not remain as a well defined period in the development of someone's mind.

Indeed, we mature at different rates and it is a well known fact that maturity and age are not mutually inclusive. I am living proof of this fact.

When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.

1 Corinthians 13:11
Holy Bible, King James Version
In that sum total of who we are we are also subject to the "age of accountability" ... which is an age at which we understand enough to be held responsible for our actions.

The only problem with this provision in scripture lay with the others with whom an immature individual may find themself involved.

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The most common derision cast towards others in this situation is the dreaded aspersion known as "retard". Others at this stage of my game wonder why I use this term so easily when referring to others when I personally hated it so.

It's because who I have become eclipses all the immaturity, all the stupidity, all the lack of awareness I once suffered and I'm at the top of my game with skills and knowledge beyond enough others that I can exhibit my own contempt for how I was treated by acquaintances coming up.

You may take your haughty ass into your own hands in my presence if you're too casual or pushy. I can dress a person down or immerse them in all manner of coddling as my perception of the situation requires. Apologies are likewise a thing of the past if I figure I'm correct in my handling of any abrasive encounter.

I have a lot of problems but being wrong stopped being one of them quite a few years back. Disagreements may continue unabated.

So if you meet me on the street step back think about it prior to taking me on. I'm not one to suffer feminists, social justice warriors, millennial boys with manbuns, backstabbing so-called "friends" from my past, etc. Couple this with a general lack of fear, a strong overhand right, and a certain facility with weapons and you might just draw back a nub if you want to give it a go. It's your choice.

Yeah, I can be pretty gaul dern mean ... but I got it honest while trying to be the proverbial 'nice guy' during my upbringing. Those of you who asked for it ... I hope your're happy with it. Turns out I am not quite the idiot you thought you knew so well.