Christmas Eve Eve Eve 2019

We embark on Christmas this year and I'm rather down in the moment.

It becomes increasingly difficult to focus on yuletide in the presence of that sadness enveloping me.

But it's okay — I'm sure this too will pass. My mind would be "on the prize" if there were one.

All I can do is live for the moment.

Spend those moments with mama and others significant to my existence. And surely things will improve ...

I'm gearing up for Christmas Day which I intend to spend with my mother.

I'm trying not to dwell on those endings marking the season for indeed, all eventually pass regardless of how much we love them.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.