2020-08-26

Adventures in Safety Deposit Boxes

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Yesterday at 2 pm I closed my safety deposit box over at the bank on Sunset Boulevard at 12th Street.

We went over the contract, signed and initialed several spots and then entered the vault, opened the box, and retrieved the contents. I believe the somberness of the moment was lost on the kind lady helping me.

When I got home and went through the stuff it took me back to the sad state around the time of my stepfather's passing. Most of the stuff was his except for a few documents and other items.

I'm still teched with that melancholia thinking about how sad it was to acquire the items and how much I have missed my stepfather during the interim. Though similar changes as well as things maudlin are not really something I dwell on the facts remain that I feel that he, like my biological dad, departed too soon.

However, these are not my purview and I cannot question nor intervene in matters of The Almighty. So I packed the things away carefully in a mirrored box purchased for that purpose and set them on the night stand for another day.

Hopefully I still cultivate that ability to "change what I can, accept that which I can't, a be wise enough to know the difference".

Johnny Pruett ... you are gone these long years and I am still here.